Posts tagged self

The Heart’s Neuroses

Sometimes now and then
I have a hard time remembering when
I found you

If I’ve lost it all before…
If I stumbled back for more…

Once a neurotic dream
Now the whole world seems
Black and blue

(April 2010)

Self Begotten

Quiet flutterance
Voices utterance

Between our presence
By happenstance, my mind

Palpitations cadence
Pulsations consilience

Beyond your grasp
By blast, my energy

Chaos begets time.

(July 12, 2010)

Slick Waves

I love the taste of your lips
To feel them pressed against mine
Your heat beneath my hands
Sweat slick, riding the waves
I love the feel of your pulse
I feel safe in your arms
And can take control of the world

(July 21st, 2009)

Self

A spadish woman, sharp of the tongue. Has a great distaste for improbity. Eximious in nature, eclectic in taste. Veridity is of great importance. Did I mention, takes great pleasure in overly eloquent words?

Ephysian Providence

Twisting hips
Divine retribution on your lips

Protrusion, imminence
Your chest heated and tense
Consume a breath, so immense

Writhing flesh, we collect what’s left

An accord of resistance
Through your cold fingertips
In tiny sips, your teeth pinch

Eyelids flutter, muscles contract
Escapism in it’s final act

(Oct 8, 2010)

HOLD IT TOGETHER WOMAN
stay strong. stay independent. remember how awesome you are.
Things people who don’t pay attention to my personal tumblr don’t get to see… Me with lavender toner in my hair!

Things people who don’t pay attention to my personal tumblr don’t get to see… Me with lavender toner in my hair!

I think my issue is that I can’t be happy with anything the way it is.
Which is beneficial when striving for perfection, but absolutely disabling when living in the real world. 
My new favorite photo. SHE’S A MOUTHY ONE!

My new favorite photo.

SHE’S A MOUTHY ONE!

Oh the ways in the world
How we watch them sway
And let them cause delay

Wishing and waiting
How we let them fall
Like it’s nothing at all

i am a creature of habit that thrives off chaos.
fml, lol
I had so much fun… here’s a scary picture of Nevin that I make a cameo in. Was going to post a bunch of photos from the One Show…but this about sums up the weekend, and puts the rest to shame. (Scott G Toepfer)

I had so much fun… here’s a scary picture of Nevin that I make a cameo in.

Was going to post a bunch of photos from the One Show…but this about sums up the weekend, and puts the rest to shame. (Scott G Toepfer)

My mermaid is healing quite well.

My mermaid is healing quite well.

thanks, brain. but this is getting old.

  • brain: [2am] OMG I JUST HAD THE MOST AMAZING IDEA
  • me: holy shit that is so good. i want to plan all of that immediately.
  • brain: [4am] can't sleep too excited can't sleep too excited can't sleep too excited
  • me: [5am] SNORE
  • me: [10a] must... get... out of bed
  • brain: you're not going anywhere. all. day.